Doctor Who – The Long-Awaited Evokation! :D

Me and my friend UraTriUra from the OC invoked the Doctor today at 3:10 my time, 10:10 PM his time. The date was not an accident – we were going for numerological correspondence with Ten. Synchronistically, Matt Smith’s run premiered today. Energy was explosive -I even created a memetic Bussard Collector to soak up fan energy from the season premiere/first Smith episode 😀

I did the LBRP, MP, invoked the higher self and Jim Kirk (a pwnage godform in my personal system), then traveled in the Enterprise to a location in space, and began to speak to the Doctor. It took a few seconds, but I’m sure it was him 🙂

First off, I kinda forgot to be Smith (UraTriUra and I were going to use the magical personas of Smith nd Jones, lol) and tried to switch to that persona at the beginning of our conversation. He said “no, you are not Smith. You are you.” So I was 🙂

Then he started a..confusing line of thought. I’m not sure where I interfered. It seems that he was kinda peeved at the idea of me plotting requests, with no thought of actually learning. I’m like “but I’m a mage, not only a mystic…I want power and control, too!” Well guess what buddy…Torchwood were after scientific secrets and power too, and look at them! Gee…y’mean my ego has to die for you to like me? Not die, Jon, unite with the rest of you. (Paraphrased anyway :P) We had a big discussion about overextending the ego leading to destruction, and I realized that not only is the Point of Hadit the ego, but the Circle of Nuit gives it a big hug – union and void-peace. One could say that this union with the void is what sustains the fusion-star Point, like a big nutrient bath. (Heart of the TARDIS, maybe? :D) I kinda extrapolated that bit in the last few minutes – but it fits with what he showed me. Circle and point are a current obsession of mine 😛

Then we went on to the requests: Improvisational win powers like the Doctor has (for magic first, then, if possible, for daily life) and astral travel skillz (related to his role as a time-space sojourner). The first cannot be bestowed, it must be learned. But he gave me a boost for it – I saw a staircase leading up, deeper into space, and I moved up the first few steps 🙂

Then he showed me a secret for the second request – it seems that the Doctor is big on letting people find their own way. He showed me hills and valleys, and asked me how they got that way. “Erosion?” No, people walked on them. You have to find the pathways – grooves, memetic linkages between ideas and concepts, places that have been traveled to or reinforced before. Sort of…roads and trails. Following these makes traveling easier.

Then I asked him if that was all he wished to speak about – I was done. He said no…look out there. We looked out a window, and there was an ocean of stars. He told me that they were there because people had the drive and the dream to travel to them – I asked him if he meant physical stars, the spiritual idea of a star (truth and light, maybe?) or people Stars. He said “all three.” Is it possible that the human drive to explore and to forge connections is what creates our findings, what we connect with? Or do I need to meditate on this more? I’m unsure. But I know that I will find out…all these mysteries are mine to discover.

Oh! I should totally add that I offered to pour out some of my Dr Pepper for him, but he refused. Instead, with his permission, I evoked his awesome into it 🙂

Now all I need is a companion…my mind is already bigger on the inside than the outside. The Doctor may soon find himself with an astral competitor 😀

If UraTriUra agrees, I’ll post his magical record, or at least a rough recap of his side of the evocation here when I get it 🙂

~Jon 37

Secrets of the Void: New Qabalistic Awesome and Win

Okay kids…time for some serious QBL mind-blowing. It’s gonna be awesome…you following? Hold onto your hats, true believers…

First: God is an infinite, eternal sea of glorious, Limitless Light, right? Everyone knows that. it’s just the way it is.

Second: I evoked Satan once a long time ago, when I was first starting evokation (well, three months or so ago lol) in the bank parking lot, with nothing but an averse pentagram and some words of power. I don’t remember much of our conversation, but I am reasonably sure I got the real deal, and I do remember one thing. He mentioned that he was “enthroned in the vibrational consciousness of mankind”…I couldn’t for the life of me figure it out, except for a general guess or two. These guesses were hella wrong.

Third: That Limitless Light I mentioned? It wants to divide. It’s like a Star Trek Q-being or something. It wants to know itself, to know what life is like outside of the endless light that Sisko talks to the emissaries in. To do this, it has to create existence…the four worlds, the Sephiroth. One of its most useful tools is Malkuth, where all of us humans live. The microcosms, dividing like fractals as testbeds for the great macrocosm of YHVH.

Three propositions to set the background…now we knock ’em down with a kickass conclusion. Are you ready to rumble?!

Here it comes….
Satan is the force of division in the Left Hand Path, right? The force of isolate intelligence, of hiding in your room with the black metal blaring and telling your square old fundie parents to fuck it. And God…he wants to know himself. What better way to do so than by using the opposing force of Satan to divide Malkuth into fractals, creating tons of humans to blare the black metal in the name of teaching God what humanity is like? Hell…I bet YHVH would actually enjoy having the crap walloped out of it by Captain Kirk if you look at it this way.

So…Satan is enthroned in the vibrational consciousness of mankind. We cannot conceive of reality without individuality, without division…a return to mindless union would be destructive, and negative to the Great Fractal that Ain Soph Aur is becoming. And a second conclusion: both Geburah and Chesed are necessary for the tree to flower…but you knew that already, I hope.

Summary: GOD NEEDS SATAN IF HIS GREAT EXPERIMENT IS TO SUCCEED. There’s no “war in heaven”, except that which causes the fractals to expand and creation to become full of more epic awesome. Ave Verendus!

Thanks for reading and putting up with my rampant insanity…I hope this one made more sense to you, and managed to make the Left Hand Path a little bit more palatable for people like me who can’t stand the way black metal has turned damn good ideas into total teenage rebellion BS 😛 Maybe soon I shall do an article on how Christ is actually Lucifer and vice versa…that’d really blow your minds 😛

Oh I should add…lol…I’m practically in gnosis from just thinking about this. It’s that awesome. I gotta thank my buddies Voidgazing and Jes at OccultCorpus for helping me come to this conclusion…and gotta thank Satan for putting the thought in my head in the first place. Learn something new every day…sometimes it’s a real awesome nugget of epic win 😀

~Jon 37

Rain Dance of Doooooooom!

Here’s a magical record snippet from the last few days. Keep in mind that making it rain is a stereotypically magical act – I’m a member of a prestigious club now ^^ My location is Monroe, Wisconsin – the forecast is copy/pasted from Weather Underground if you care to look. Also, I realize this was an easy one probability-wise…but it was hella fun. I enjoyed it, and will be trying harder acts 🙂

03/10/10

1312

Lots of interesting experiences recently…but I’ve given up on my record mostly. I record today’s operation, though, because I wish to know when it works.

A sigil was fired at 1310, using an invocation of Thor, Superman, and Captain Kirk…meditative gnosis reached the Nothing and the sigil was then fired with a Sowilo salute, at which point my hand tingled like a motherfucker – definite energy charge. The goal was to make it rain heavily in the next 48 hours, counted as 1310 03/12/10. It should work…now to forget 🙂

03/11/10

1113

Battled lust of result all day yesterday lol…but there was heavy dew on the ground last night when I got out of work, at 10 PM…then I woke up this morning at 9:37 to rain on the windows and an overcast sky…a few minutes ago I checked Weather Underground and found this:

Rest of Today

Rain and isolated thunderstorms late in the morning…then rain likely in the afternoon. Highs in the mid 50s. East winds 10 to 15 mph. Chance of precipitation near 100 percent. Precipitation duration of 3 to 4 hours.

» ZIP Code Detail

Tonight

Cloudy. Chance of light rain through around midnight… then slight chance of light rain after midnight. Patchy fog through around midnight…then areas of dense fog after midnight. Lows in the upper 30s. South winds up to 10 mph. Chance of rain 50 percent. Precipitation duration of up to one hour.

The forecast indicates that I have majorly pwned – I do know I neglected to define “heavy”, but T-storms and a 3-4 hour rainstorm? Hell yeah! I’m awesome.

Also, this may be because weather Is itself a chaotic system. The probabilities are easy to tip with a slight magical influence. Then again, it had just rained recently, which is part of why I chose a rain sigil. It was already likely to happen, and this either proves that magic is best when you align with probabilities, or proves nothing at all, beyond my own gullibility.

Guess which I’m going with? FUCK YEAH 😀

Of course, it occurs to me that the real results are in the actual weather, not the forecast. But c’mon…who’s stopping the train now? 😀

~Jon

Operation: Synchronuke!

02/20/10

1928

A long break from recording, during which much experimentation and learning has happened, some of it documented elsewhere, ends today. I am going to hack reality, and gain THE KNACK. Operation: Synchronuke! It is my lifelong work of transformation – one among many. Nothing can stop my will or my power from bringing it to bear. I will use every magical operation in my power, and deliver a veritable carpet-bombing of power upon the fabric of reality…intent, reality reframing psy-ops, sigilization, invocation, runes, talismans, my charging ring…all of these and more shall become my weapons, and some already have. Exact details of the sigil are unnecessary – what’s done is done. It oddly enough looks like two 7s, crossed like staves or swords…a most fortuitous occurrence. I invoked every entity related to luck I could think of, delivered a long litany, and charged the sigil…..then I added more runes to the back of it, and am going to charge it on my charging ring for as long as I possibly can. When I charged it first, blue energy sprung forth from my fingertips and set the rune side ablaze…there are definite energies at work here. Nothing can stop the Synchronuke! 😀 I’m going to spend a few minutes each day on nothing but solid intent…I’m going to use reality reframing and believe myself to be a lucky little punk who has the universe on his side…because as of right now, here in the chaodrome, it is. All is working according to plan…I shall become master of the universe!

We’ll see how it turns out. I’m not going to worry if it doesn’t turn out my way, but I am determined to bend reality over and make it give me natural fucking 20s every fucking time. Isn’t tactical delusion great?! 😀



BAG: The Movie…coming to a theater near you in Eternal Summer!

All I can say is…omg omg omg omg. Still buzzing with energy, with excitement, with the knowledge that the gate is open and the world is mine! 27 to go…they’ll be the most awesome 27 Aethyrs ever worked! 😀 Hold onto your hats, true believers, and read on, for awesomeness awaits!

01/03/10

1659

Aethyr #28: BAG

Chaos: The Inner Gate Opens, The Battle Begins

Before today’s Aethyr, I invoked Odin to aid my visions – it surely seems to have worked. Skipped the MPR – began the Duquette opening (thumping an open hand on the pillow for the first 7 rounds, pounding for the next seven, waving for the angels), then read first round of the key, in Enochian. It was quite heavy…got to gnosis by that time, I believe. Read the key again in English, then invoked Yog-Sothoth, the key to the gate, and read again in Enochian. Then I called the guardians of BAG, the 28^th Aethyr…evoked them in the name of BAG-space and Xaos.

The vision began – a small cave, in an asteroid somewhere in BAG-space. Like the space slug scene in ESB (this would be The Empire Strikes Back, the second original Star Wars movie, to you non-geeks :D). The cave opened, and I came out, like releasing myself from a shell. (Or so a voice told me…not sure who.) There was light, there was a feeling of stepping out into the open air – cut to me and an unknown being – female, maybe a cross between Lizzie and Rose Tyler from Dr. Who, maybe just my imagination…trying to keep in mind what my friend Mahaprayala told me about the angels speaking my language, which appears to be geek lol…anyway we’re riding a motorcycle, doing more jumps than we are driving on the ground. Driving across a night-time city, skyscrapers on either side of us, jumping through pentagrams – I ask the woman who she is, and she won’t tell me. But she becomes more Rose-like with every passing second. (I think it is at this point that a voice tells me to activate a spirit pentagram – obviously I have no freaking clue how to do this in traditional CM, and am really not going to stop my vision to look it up lol…so I draw a pentagram in the air, and for some reason put an X in a circle – the X-men logo – in the spirit arm, the one pointing up. I then return to my vision.) After the last jump, the scene becomes more and more like a movie trailer…a monster strides across the city, like Godzilla. I ask someone where we are, and I am told that we are in a city on a planet in BAG – not much help 😛 I attack the monster with a gun…I have this memory of a Very. Big. Gun. And it fells the beast in one hit. (Oh yes…I also climb up its side and stab it in the top of the head with a sword…this is what actually kills it.) As it falls, I see from movie camera eyes that it has WoW written on its side in fire…

Cut to a cell, darkness…I rise from unconsciousness. (I think I’m getting all this stuff right…the order is a bit wonky.) There is a voice speaking to me – an angel? It tells me to step forth from the cell (it also sounds like “step forth from your shell”) – I do so, into a desert world with a battle raging around me, like a cyberpunk movie meets LOTR. I battle the enemies here…the angels tell me that it is a battle for myself. I fire a submachine gun at them – I can actually clearly hear the gun going off in my vision. The enemies fall..oh fuck I can’t remember what comes next. At all. I remember that the battle is won, and that an angel tells me…something about the battle, but I forget what. Something about how my liberation has just begun or whatever…then they tell me that I must return later, on another world in the next Aethyr.

Through it all, David Tennant’s face (as the Tenth Doctor, natch) is present, like a god watching over me and my trip.

Two interesting things – a) Mahaprayala told me that the angels speak symbols I understand. Did realizing that they speak geek unlock the full geekatron Enochian summer blockbuster trailer thing? b) All the things in this vision are possibly just psychic echoes of conversations I’ve had today, and the Doctor Who episodes I watched. It’s not entirely clear that I didn’t just trance myself into a hallucination of the previous four hours’ events lol…much like REM sleep. However, is that any less valid? Which leads to my next consideration.

I tried some chaotic things here, obviously. Invoking Odin and Yog-Sothoth (who I see as the source of psychic abilities in a symbolic way – the Goetic entities I work with spoke of “opening the gate” a lot, in a very Lovecraftian way – it was clear that that was what they were referring to, as well as my inner psychic growth. The chaos probably helped a lot – the deviation from a standard script as well. It was an epic evocation…one of the best I’ve ever done in any system. But was it the chaos that caused it, and the symbols coming together? Or did dropping into a chaos paradigm reduce me to mere mental echoes, REM sleep in waking space?

I really don’t think so. There was a definite angelic presence in several of the scenes, despite all the psychic echoes and chaotic nature of the visions – for all I know, I may be the only being in history to see an Enochian Aethyr as a science fiction movie trailer 😛 I’m still seeing it, really…echoes that I will not banish because they are pure awesome. Every so often, the part at the end of a trailer where the movie title shows seems as if it’s going to appear…I may meditate and allow it to do so in a bit. That’d be cool, especially if I could read the trailer and it meant something. But in any case, the vision I had today was the real fucking deal. I rate this working oh…a 15 😀

On to the meanings: A battle against the self, killing a Godzilla with WoW written on its side in fire, stepping forth from shell-prisons…yeah. The angels are telling me to get a life, and affirming the steps I have already taken to do so…but they are not denying me my geekiness – they are affirming it hardcore by being movie trailer producers from outer space 😀 Or is it inner space? Maybe the Aethyrs are both!

Until next time, true believers! EXCELSIOR!

\m/ O.o \m/

1729

So I hit play on iTunes after finishing my log entry…the first song to come on is Iron Maiden – Montsegur. “On the gates, on the walls, blood on the stones of the citadel…”

The battering ram has destroyed the door…the inner gate is open. The battle for the self is ON!